Ssshhhh ....

2010-12-31T02:57:00.005+08:00

Hello, this shall be d thanksgiving post to end of my 2010, like finally!

2010 was even better than 2009!

It was the start of stepping into a new phase of my life..

Getting a dream job, meeting new people, getting into new shit, all these which doubles up the fun and gave me the experience to see what a good company is :)

Friends was BIG BIG LOVE.

To Everyone, those that I don't always meet, those that contact once in awhile,

those not in SG, those that disappear, those that is always close to my heart.

It's ok for every unhappy little things that happened or miscommunications that happened,

friends don't bear grudges against each other, hor??

Family, nothing much to say, except for Thank you and more thank you.

I'm blessed, really. For everything that happened, it certainly made our bond stronger.

Lastly, Mr BF was <3!

My pillar of support and the listening ear for my everyday grumbles and complaints for 4 years+++++++

Thank you for giving in and showering me with everything.

Anyway, my 2010 was blessed in every aspects.

I know my 2011 will be even better.

2010-06-25T01:00:00.002+08:00

So.. it's been a yr since Michael Jackson passed away.

Exactly a year.

And it made me realized how time flies.

Last year, this time, i'm probably starting on my graduation project.

This year, this time, I'm working and starting to plan and dream of my future.

How time flies...

2010-06-08T05:32:00.002+08:00

新的人生旅程，新的規劃，新的方向。

加油吧。。因為好的機會得來不易。

2010-05-31T08:55:00.004+08:00

So, I was clearing my stuffs again.
Piles and piles of magazines, papers and folders.. Its never ending.

I've been putting alot of unwanted stuffs on my shopping list.
Like, cameras again.
Was telling mom & mr BF abt it, and it pissed them off.

GREATTTTTT.

朋友－利用－去死吧

2010-05-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

罗志祥新加坡舞法舞天演唱会超赞！！！！！

Best. Shouted screamed and yelled our lungs and throat out.

Surprisingly, my voice is still ok after all these strenuous exercise.

Both of us were looking at each other, then
I realize it's him after 5s. I must have looked so retard.

2010-05-18T03:55:00.001+08:00

Life's short.

So enjoy, play and work your hearts out.

For not knowing what may happen tomorrow.

2010-04-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

After much thoughts, I probably will stay loyal to my iPhone.

Changing to BB with ST is fcukin damn troublesome.

Never in my life I need to enquire so much to change a damn bloody phone.

After the stupid contract end, I think i'll probably end off

all the services with ST.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~

2010-03-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

So, life after getting a job is good.

At least for now.

I totally cannot imagine what my life will be after I leave.

Something I learned after working is tt school teaches you shit.

Not until you stepped into the working society.

Anyway, was busy making calls, replying emails, sending emails, cc emails, bcc emails,

forwarding emails, laughing at big boss, laughing with my dept,

laughing with the hr, smoke big time, run toilet big time, stare at computer

and type till mad, trying hard to get use to windows, trying hard to learn

how the industry works, trying hard to learn everything.

Now, I cherish my weekends even more.

2010-03-07T17:57:00.003+08:00

Its really amazing how friends influences, supports and backs

you up in times of need.

& it's really amazing how some friends only turn to you for

some cheap thrills, advantages, backup & other sick shit.

LOL.

2010-03-04T16:22:00.002+08:00

I want a M6, a LC-A + instant back, a diana instant back

& also, a new macbook with new hard drive.

Too much wants on my list, even mom was complaining

how many cameras do I want to own.

Had my 'last' shoot for this year.. Since it's the last,

working with asia's famous photographers & divas

definitely made an impact.

Gonna start work soon, kinda excited but lost, since it's

not the usual fashion work I used to bury myself in for the

past 2yrs.

Time to step out of my comfort zone, I know this decision I made is right.

2010-02-22T17:01:00.002+08:00

人往往都忘了怎樣去學會做人

以為自己的本分已經做到了

所以就對身旁的事不聞不問

人，到最後都是孤獨的動物

因為當夜深人靜的時候

只能讓你依靠的人永遠是自己

要學會的真的還有很多

自己也終於懂得學會去把好多事情

用另外一種角度去看

還是覺得讓自己快樂比任何事情還重要

沒必要因為別人而糟蹋自己的心情

逼近不是每個人都能符合你的條件去贏取你的歡心

順其自然吧，還有好多更美好的事在等著～

2010 was very good so far, CNY was really good with friends&loved ones

luck was even better this yr compared to the past~

Things have been going on really smoothly for me, after i've finally

sorted out my feelings and emotions after many nights of

'soul cleansing'.

At least, I learnt to let go of things that wasn't within my control.

What's the point of demanding for a reason for that particular action or

an answer why someone change?

It don't make any difference anyway. If you think that i'm/we're

not sensitive, that's probably the biggest mistake you all/you ever made.

等著看吧～別裝作一幅對我很了解的模樣。

TAA~ :)

2010-01-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

yeah, thats how my life is right now.

Kinda boring, partly because of the never ending

planning for this year and the next.

& i'm very excited of moving out next year

the idea of knocking down walls and conceptualize

ur own home is way beyond words.

had a short meetup with my loves few days ago,

& pop by NAC to visit sis for a short talk~

love times like this! :)

Gonna fly off next wk & feb

I really duno when i'll start to work

if i keep dragging my own sweet time.

2009-12-31T02:24:00.022+08:00

My 2009 was really good, the best year yet.

It's a year that mould me into someone stronger & happier,

changing my mindset on certain issues & my attitude towards life.

This year also made me realized how blessed I am,

the people around that was there for me no matter what,

giving me support in many different ways.

Major accomplishments this year was obviously my graduation

& also I managed to work with the people I always wanted to.

The fact that when your dream becomes reality, the amount of

gratefulness was overflowing.

At least i know, when i look back on 2009, it's all about happy issues :)

Anyway, life after graduation was super slack & carefree

& im somehow not really getting used to it.

Kinda miss the stress & pressure from school =.="

I know 2010 will be even better. :)

Happy New Year everyone, life's gonna be good!

2009-12-27T20:25:00.004+08:00

This December...

That practically sums up how my dec is & hw my life after

graduation is like.

I'm finally a graduate after many long years of studying.

Lots of thoughts & emotions was running through my head

when I walked towards the stage to receive my cert in my graduation

gown and the square hat.

I'm thankful that i've pulled through & overcome so much

to reach this stage..

& i kinda dread the farewells after all these.

Sigh.

2009-12-12T13:41:00.002+08:00

peek!

1 more week & its over.

it's hell this week~

and i'm terribly sick AT THIS POINT OF TIME.

damn.

Sch was damn fuck, several issues that happened lately was beyond

acceptation.

Not feeling too good i shall say,

both mentally & physically.

2009-12-03T15:25:00.003+08:00

As the graduation date gets nearer

I felt like i'm dying & will pass out anytime.

Too much work needs to be done & too much

money thrown into it. Erm, the money part is something

I'm not very happy about.

=.="

Sigh...

2009-11-29T20:38:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks

made-to-measure.

i love the trunksssssssssss

over-stressed.

2009-11-25T18:57:00.002+08:00

Totally agree.

9 WORDS WOMEN USE

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ … that will bring on a ‘whatever’).

(8) Whatever: Is a women’s way of saying FUCK YOU!

(9) Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to # 3.

From B.C

2009-11-25T04:32:00.002+08:00

Ive been drinking too much coffee lately.

no good.

The melody is stucked in my head.

2009-11-24T04:06:00.002+08:00

Weeks left to graduation..

& there are still alot more to go.

Found the old nikkormat slr cam in the cupboard

together will hell lots of lenses & a vivitar lens w/o

the damn camera that an unidentified asshole took it away.

Mom was telling me my dad bought that cam ard

this period of time when he's 21, & I found this cam

just recently when it's been lying ard for more

than 30 years.

太巧了吧。。。。

I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR GRADUATION!

2009-11-18T03:20:00.002+08:00

I'm hoping to catch the Leonids meteor shower tonight

very sua ku.. but i've nv seen a meteor shower before..

only one pathetic meteor for a few times =.="

which I tried making wish after that, & totally forgot

what I wished for the next day.

Supposing-ly, Mr Bf and I wanted to make a trip down

to japanese garden to catch it, but he's too tired to even move and im

too lazy to even go out.

SIGH.

anyway, I tried stretching out my very short neck to

view from my kitchens window, and only manage to

see many stars.

2009-11-16T17:56:00.002+08:00

I bumped into at least 5 of my friends ytd

which is so weird, cuz i hardly bump into one

sometimes.

& they are friends which I nv bumped into for at least

3 years.

and, it remind me so much abt many stuffs from the past.

Mr Bf was exceptionally nice ytd.

2009-11-15T02:58:00.003+08:00

I'm a very happy girl today because

I FINALLY GOT MY NEW TOY!!!

huat ah! aiya, actually its no big shot thing or high end label.

lol~ it's just a damn camera.

anyway, mom was telling me dad used to have alot of

lenses and a super tok-kong camera, but some asshole borrowed the

cam and didn't return after that.

So, the only thing left lying around is the lenses.

I'm gonna dig for it tmr, and will tell my dad tonight, to go

and knock on that asshole's door & remind him/her to return the

camera to us.

*ahem, if you know wad i mean*

was out today, wanted to do some shooting, but the weather

wasn't really good. I should hv brought out the chili and onion today.

credits:onestopcook

'2012' was erm, ~~good~~/ok lah.

super exaggerating effects I must say.

& the 1 billion euro per ticket to save ur life is :O

2009-11-09T01:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH CYN!!!!!

May you enjoy ur 21st with lots of love,joy,peace & laughter

and may everything be smooth sailing and blessed.

Love from all of us! :D

Anyway, sis told me that one of her friend's friend

got the monopoly tab of 'Sentosa Cove'

and that dumbass threw it away, simply because

he was not interested.

WTF?

Anyway, whether is it real or not i'm not sure..

But whoever threw away the damn 'Sentosa Cove'

can just go bang the head or drill a hole and hide in the god damn hole!

Everyone got a marina bay but no sentosa cove ard.

2009-11-05T17:26:00.002+08:00

Good deals and opportunities always come at the wrong time

I always got overseas job offers coming when i'm having

my 'major life crisis' of my life.

FUCK, I WANT TO GO TO MAURITIUS THIS TIME ROUND!

but another part of me was saying

"too bad, you can't afford to neglect your grad project"

FML.

2009-11-03T16:16:00.003+08:00

Do the Ris costume, Boomz + leopard preens!

last pic before my cam batt died.

Sunday @ Zirca for the newurbanmale show + halloween

It was seriously damn crazy and of cuz, ALOT good looking 'guys'

trust me man, they are not your average singaporean guys.

*SIGH*

school was totally rubbish, almost all of us received the warning

letter for not attending lessons for more than once.

NB, waste paper and postage fees.

till here, my dec schedule is already packed.

I can't wait to take my graduation photo with my family!!!!

2009-10-29T17:28:00.004+08:00

weather was really good these days

and im struggling with the damn project.

*BIG SIGH*

on a happier note,

I got the tics for zoukout alrdy!!! omg armin & tiga!!!!!! *ROARRR*

The Mulberry Bayswater bag

my loveeeeeee~

and that Fendi Peekaboo!

saw jec with this version of peekaboo.. it was hell gorgeous!

Anyway, i duno whats wrong with me.. i just cant

seem to get along well with the god damn oven.

Whenever i used it, there'll sure be a chao-tah smell coming out.

2009-10-25T13:07:00.012+08:00

67 days to 2010..

55 more days till I officially term myself as a graduate..

"2009 年的這297 天裡。。你過的開心嗎？"

was something i heard over the radio in the morning

and it made me ponder and think quite a bit.

my 人生跑馬燈 was running continuously for awhile, making me

very emo for at least half a day.

Sometimes, the power of words cannot be underestimated.

anyway, 50GP preview ytd was a good one

even though i was totally haywired after the show.

Looking forward to the finals at zouk!

OH YA~ sis gave me the link to stef's blog..

she sure don't blog in 客套 manner..

not like your im-a-celebrity-i-must-be-very-atas-&-mind-my-image way of writing.

woohoo!

2009-10-20T19:04:00.003+08:00

Had a surprise birthday party for Mr Bf @ Parc Emily

and the present i did for mr bf was not completed YET! OMG

i felt so damn guilty~

Went shopping&ktv-ing&meetings with mr bf

during one of the wkdays.

I think it's been hell long since we do this together~

Had a short dinner meet up with low ytd, and as usual

we talked and shared alot of stuffs.. and also one

aunty banged the table accidentally and causes ah low's hp

to fall~ LOL.

I should prolly start to write down my list of To-Do's after my grad

there's like hundreds&thousands of stuffs i want to do but just couldn't

find the right mood to start with, to put it simple, im plain lazy sometimes =.=

i think the priority is my driving license & my language lesson la.

BIG SIGH.

im so gonna get my new toy soon!!! *PRAY HARD*

2009-10-14T18:30:00.004+08:00

Hopped down to Club Atlantis last night for Ana's pre-bday celebration.

well, it was mega huge and crazy with hardcore dancers around

ahem, erm earning money by dancing very crazily.

It was a very good night la, with my girls and loved ones ard~

i laugh like mad again with all the funny things tt happened last night. =.=

時間停留在那一夜

我們即將要說再見

還記得當時的感覺

心痛卻不讓你看見

回憶是唯一的安慰

短暫卻如此的完美

腦海裡從搵好幾遍

你的笑容我的心碎

我相信 goodbye不是永遠

給我一點時間

不要放棄我們的諾言

有一天

誓言一定能實現

就算世界變遷

我依然在你的身邊

2009-10-12T16:21:00.002+08:00

Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?

ahem, PSLE question this yr.. i myself thinks tt is kinda hard for the P6..

who the hell cares whether its sweets or chocolates!? can eat can alrdy right?!

mother pussy-cat say he wanna do pussy dance during the beach party.. ROARRR!!! THRU 3G!!!!

till here, weather's v. good today~!

2009-10-10T20:38:00.007+08:00

Envy @ Zirca

total madness, lost direction, whale expedition.

booms, i have yet to read my new book.

2009-10-08T21:05:00.009+08:00

Hong Kong

Not the first time there, but first time out with sis overseas.

Mom said this trip is a gift of independence for both of us.. erm, she wants us to be

independent la to be exact =x

since we reached the legal age this yr~

-___________________-"

anyway, we got lost for countless times cuz we're finding for the must-eat foods

so the flimsy map was our best friend for the whole trip.

Trust me, they serve the best scrambled eggs.

we are so gg back again to eat it!!

Australia Dairy Company

北角雞蛋仔

brought sis to eat this since she's craving for it~

the 雞蛋仔's texture was so good..

蘭芳園

Pork chop buns + ice milk tea for our tea break

even though its really small, but the taste was really different and special.

泰昌餅家

Best egg tarts and 沙翁~

and the rest of the ok-not-so-bad food~

shopping was not bad, we crash alot at H&M.. :D

bitched alot cuz there were so many cheena kampong kiaszszsz..

and almost wanted to get into a bitch fight with them.

i totally cant stand it when they think they can 人多吃人少..

anyway, long story, but its smth eventful la.

BKK & taiwan nxt! waaaa me&sis gonna really go and sweeeeeeeep stuffs back.

2 more months to graduation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

This is my current expression, very happy.

Cuz lessons was pushed back, so i will be kinda free recently.

ok la, abit free only, sandy alrdy send her asst. requirements to us

WAD THE... zz.

gonna party hard this fri and the coming wk

before i need to stuff my head into my work again.

BOOMZ.. got mission on friday to lookout for whale at zirca~

boomzboomzboomz~ till here, hk trip some other time! :D

2009-10-05T04:05:00.002+08:00

Worth every bit of money for this.

Different renditions and different images portrayed through his voice.

and im starting to regret not buying this thingy! :(

2009-10-04T20:32:00.003+08:00

1st trip out with sis, just two of us.

It's all about getting lost, walking, climbing hills, eating and MORE walking.

many cursing & swearings along the way because of the endless

flight of stairs & some stupid cheena bitch.

But anyway, we survived! Blog w/ pics sometime later then~ :)

2009-09-30T02:41:00.001+08:00

Flying off in another few more hrs.

girls, if there's anything u need, let me knw hor~

will try to get it for u!

2009-09-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

Finally, holidays alrdy!

WEEEE~

dear uncle came bck sg for a super short visit~

3/4 reason is F1 the other 1/4 is to bring bck goodies from taiwan for us :D

the mooncake was lagi power! WA LAU damn nice

but no pineapple tarts leh :(

2009-09-16T01:54:00.003+08:00

Report finishing soon, and im half gone too.

Have been really too stressed recently, and plus the combo attack

after the flu jab mk it even worse.

Haji changed quite abit, more stores now..

and im so gg bck to get tt cam strap! :D

we hv been indulging in too much food recently.

damn.

i so cant wait for my holidays! :D

2009-09-12T03:40:00.000+08:00

2 more wks till the submission of the research report.
fcuk, i shall die die finish by this coming wk~
and im lagi sick!

sigh.

Anyway, im totally in love with my new red keyboard protector.
HUAT AH!

2009-09-06T22:39:00.001+08:00

I typed 'Fashion retail market challenges in Singapore' in the search engine.

and as usual, i was browsing when i saw one of the returned search results

SEA CUCUMBER RETAIL MARKET IN SINGAPORE

wth. when does the sea cucumber has got to do with the fashion retail market in singapore?

This shows how search engines can give u rubbish search results and become an obstacle while doing research.

DAMN!

ooh, mr-hilton-shopper told me that CDG Black has opened their new boutique bck here in sg!
and balenciaga moved down to lvl 1! manymany happenings dwn there! the last visit
i had ends at pomellato only~ wa lauuuuuuuuu!

2009-09-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

weekends was so-so.
nth much, not really in the mood to do anything~

made my virgin trip down to Tampines 1~
so-so only, nth much to buy there too.
wanted to get snow leopard, but everywhere was sold out?!

Was playing ard with the Sony semi pro cam, and mom said
someone stole away ours sometime ago.
nth good happened in the past for idk wad reason.

anyway, comex coming, im going to go and grab some new toys this time.
The last IT show was rubbish cuz it was sardine packed to the max.

till here,
itinerary planning don't seem to be as easy as i thought ESP WHEN THE STUPID SISTER IS BUSY WITH HER IDOL.

-______-"

2009-09-05T14:26:00.000+08:00

I had a long day at the hosp.. going through all those emotional torture.

Even though it's not someone close to me, but seeing how fragile

life is, and how it's being taken away, makes one feels really helpless and depressed.

As usual, strange things happens but i think it's a good one.

At least we know that he is not alone.

2009-09-02T02:44:00.007+08:00

check out the comments and effects in the vid.
oh well~

BOOMS!

anyway, FINALLY received a reply reg. my complaint letter to comfort taxi.
wa piang, i swear i was bloody hot and i was exploding while typing that letter.

SH 9066 J

I understand that taxi drivers have mood sometimes and there are all kinds of taxi driver ard.
but this bloody fucker is way too fuckin guai lan and really trying hard to pick a fight with me
NB if im not in mad rush tt day i swear i will bloody fulfill his wish and make sure he lost his bloody job.
I know its very cek ark, BUT HE SHOULD BE GLAD THAT I'M NOT SOMEONE THAT IS DAMN BLOODY UNREASONABLE
IF NOT I THINK HE WILL REALLY REALLY LOST HIS JOB NOW.

Ok la, since i've received an apology, i think it's considered case settled.
ok la, im still abit buay song now la. lol~ WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2009-08-31T01:44:00.006+08:00

Go take a look & support ok?!

I think they have pretty nice selection of clothes, mainly for guys, and ladies who are into andro look~
like me~ :D

I'm super in love with their shirt, but its all sold out damn fast.

2009-08-29T17:39:00.001+08:00

hong kong! hong kong! hong kong again!
weeee~

decision for taiwan shall just be put aside first,
i will be off for a whole 2 weeks man!! i cannot take it =.="

anyway,

ugly people with rotten mouth usually tries hard to attract attention
from beautiful people by giving crappy remarks thats filled with
jealousy.

that's very sad leh, my hands will be contaminated and grow algae if i were to slap your
pudgy-roadside-construction-holes-filled-face and spoil your
fugly-retarded-fucking-ugly-piece-of-metal-shit-specs.

and i missed the dior-family-sale this morning!
wa lau eh!

2009-08-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

I had a chanel-ish day today!

it's all about chanel,chanel and more chanel.

It's just part of me liking the monotone designs and flowers,

together with the pearls and ribbons.

The tweeds and quilt hasn't got into me, yet.

im looking forward to that movie and story! :D

2009-08-23T20:24:00.001+08:00

im starting to think my workout+diet plan is working. lol!

deleted the whining portion of the earlier post.
spoiled my mood typing & reading it =.=
obviously not anything abt my friends, but rather, something else.

你永远要宽恕众生，不论他有多坏，甚至他伤害过你，你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快乐。

weekends was out wif mom&sis as usual,
chilled at starbucks and had our little high tea talk, which ended up in a bitching session.
very drama-mama but damn shiok.

im looking forward for some steamboat lovin! :D

你要包容那些意见跟你不同的人，这样子日子比较好过。
你要是一直想改变他，那样子你会很痛苦。
要学学怎样忍受和包容他才是。

2009-08-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

anyway, i had the weirdest dream ever just now when im napping.
-___-"
been to ion like duno hw many times in a wk alrdy,
wth. the main area that we kept walking ard is the food hall la, muwahahhaha :D
wanted to get provence bread, but the custard one was grabbed finish alrdy! damn.

oh, roasted duck was damn power btw~

and i had to wait for 4 bloody weeks before my book arrives. sian1/2

2009-08-16T00:52:00.002+08:00

its been a busy month.

Final project is damn anal, screwed up schedule is super screwed.

Hv been out with mom almost everyday,

spending time together and talking abt everything under the sun.

Weekend shopping with mom&sis for the past weekends

eating like nobody's business and i gained some weight.. which is SHIT.

Went to the Da Vinci exhibition... amazing lor!

and we combed through science centre,

wa piang, super old school can!

Oh~ caught jack neo's latest movie, funny la, but really crappy too.

-___-"""

2009-08-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

you need to learn makeup from her.
really.

2009-08-05T03:54:00.001+08:00

I need this for school, seriously.

And i shall stick the 'Bull Shit' & 'Who gives a shit' everywhere on my report.

WOOOHOOOO! :D

i think im having kinda serious 健忘症, i misplaced my phone for the 3rd time today.
cant find leh! but i can hear the 'tingting' sound.

update another day, kinda cranky these few days.

2009-08-01T04:05:00.000+08:00

人，最難做的一件事，就是原諒。

打從心底的原諒並非是一件容易的事

因為原諒需要勇氣，而勇氣不是一天就能產生的

拿得起，不一定放得下

放下的，不一定抹得掉

所以今天，我領悟了人生最大的收穫，就是學會原諒。

2009-07-31T10:32:00.000+08:00

"You know why you got fever? Because you're too fat and the heat is trapped in your body!"

wtf, lol.

Reminds me of my pri sch days where i have to be so careful not to get
target at by the monstrous PE teacher.

-___-"

2009-07-29T00:33:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOD.

PARIS! PARIS! PARIS!

aiyo, if only it's being approved then say, BUT the excitement is there lor!

quite a few friends came bck and the pics are so damn nice!

omfg, and mel gg paris in oct!

But i think it won't probably happen even till the day we graduate,
so i guess happy for awhile also damn shiok. :B
So it's Paris after i graduate will be much more appropriate.

Ohya, and we saw a 山寨版 Beth Ditto.
Damn, i salute her, my new icon man! Respect!

2009-07-28T02:46:00.001+08:00

I will stop using singnet once the contract ends.
and will switch to starhub.

fcuk the damn meow plan.

it's getting worse and made me behave like a blardy uncouth mad woman
screaming and cursing the damn non-living white box.

i felt like a total idiot after that.

SHEEEEESH.

2009-07-25T21:29:00.004+08:00

PLS click on the ad on the right hand side and help Charmaine.

Me and sis read abt this sometime ago, and did our part, by giving up
the $$$ we had for yanzi's concert. :(

Mom did her part, and donated.

Mummy said "I really understand how great a mother's love is, to do anything or give up anything for their children, especially single mothers" quoted from sissy.
I think it's so true, and it's something every mother would say.

Sis gathered her FC and they pumped in quite some amt too.

Even though the accumulated grand total wasn't BIG but the feeling of
helping others is beyond words.

One of sis's fren was saying "There are so much similar cases out there, some are even worse,
if you wanna help, how many more cases can you help? 要幫到幾時？"

I think, when you're still alive and it's within your limit, do it.

:D

anyway, i had a good whole 30mins working out and sweat like mad.
the feeling was damn good.

BUT mommy&friends jio-ed me&sissy for long beach seafood nxt wk again!
Chilli crabs!prawns!coffee pork ribs!scottish bamboo calms!
fcuk! how to say no?!

this pic is damn true!

2009-07-25T00:58:00.003+08:00

Cut-ted my hair, short.
See pic.
Bobbed short.

:O

IMPOSSIBLE LA! i will get killed by mr bf if i really do that.

went for haircut with mom, and was really thinking should i cut a short bob.
But still, i didn't la~ didn't have enough courage to do so.

Down to holland V for dinner and wala wala-ed the night away.

Forgot to buy my yoga mat, nb. i'm determined to lose at least 8-10kg before Jan 2010. So, that means 2kg every month. omfg, good luck to me.

2009-07-24T06:04:00.004+08:00

OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG
SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES & DOUBLE FILET IS BACK!!!!!!!!!

DAMN.

i just started my diet plan leh! how can!?! =.="

well, prolly i'm gonna get eat just once will do. erm, or maybe twice?

If Mr bf sees this post, he must be thinking "Forever only food in your mind, see food like see cash lor!"

2009-07-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

The new dessert in MCD is damn addictive.
It's served warm, and with a cup of good coffee, this totally makes my day perfect!
I know its damn sinful, but who cares!
In this life, we need to enjoy. :)

This cam is bery bery beauuutiful~ The Olympus EP-1.

was browsing the web and this caught my eye. The price is also
bery bery beautiful too~ =.="
was thinking of getting a new cam, but really too lazy to decide and go around
seeking for a good one. sigh~

Some issues in school is really making me damn fed up.
I think the whole class is feeling the same way too..
Whatever it is, I just hope it won't affect our graduation
and I really want to GRADUATE ON TIME.
wth.. GRRRRRRR!

'Hot guys who cook' is really interesting.
Funny in a way imo..
delicious food.. and hot looking guys! yeah~ :D

2009-07-13T00:30:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOD~

Sis told me xiaozhu called one of her friends TODAY
&#^@%@^@$&@!!
erm, and his voice don't sound like how he is on show~

Anyway, took the recording and listened to it.
muwahaha~

Aiya, listen for fun lor~
how often do you get the chance to have celebrities calling you.. :(

2009-07-11T04:56:00.004+08:00

现实和浪漫哪个更重要？

现实。没有现实为基础，浪漫就是空中楼阁。
大学校园的爱情往往随着毕业而告终，大多是因为不现实，不在一个城市。
只有相互欣赏相互佩服各有所长的人，才会碰撞出最美丽的火花，也才会结出最甜美的爱情果实。

当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，
让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分。

Happy 3 years, Mr BF~

With Love,

2009-07-10T15:15:00.002+08:00

Mr Berji's bday during 1 of the wkends~

ok, i actually had quite a few photos to post
but i couldn't find them anywhere in my folders?!

Had been zhng-ing my mac and having alot of
'ME' time these few days.
Doing yoga and workout/tea sessions/reading.. ALL AT NIGHT!
woohoo~ and i managed to get fairer alrdy.. which is a really good thing.

Staying at home and not going out so often during the hols is definitely a good thing!

2009-07-05T00:26:00.005+08:00

分手其實很簡單
就是一刀兩斷
別做什麼朋友
他们就是從做朋友開始的
就是因為他们不能好好做朋友才變成情人

~ 許常德

所以 ‘放不開’ 是分手后做回朋友的原因。

written by one of my favorite authors
and his new book is awesomely good :)
ok la, his books are all good!

不同人對他所寫的有不同見解
但無法否認的是，所寫的每一句都是事實
有點一針見血，有點苛刻。

mom rec. me some really good books too...
it's good la, but somehow i felt really old when reading it o.O?!?!?!?!?!?

blogger still cannot post pics leh... sigh.

2009-07-01T05:15:00.004+08:00

had a major html crash earlier on.
sigh.

will blog some other day, something is really wrong with blogger.

meanwhile, check this out.

I bet his head hurts alot lor!

:)

2009-06-24T06:38:00.000+08:00

OMG

讓我笑到~~~~~

2009-06-24T01:33:00.004+08:00

from bernard's em SLR~

ok, me love this pic alot. There's tonnes of photos for that day~
wait till i finished resizing before i load them up.
kinda lazy, cuz the dramas and variety shows is keeping me
really busy.

As usual, i'm watching all those ghostly and horror shows online ytd night
then all the very ghostly encounter starts again.

-____-|||

i was thinking back the conversation between me&low
somehow i think, should the misunderstandings clear up
or maybe we should just let things stay this way, without explaining.
anyway, i don't see the need to explain since it happened
so long ago.

Maybe we will all be better with things going on this way. :)

2009-06-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Father's Day.

It's been awhile.. since we've sit together and talked about how we missed you.

We missed you so much, so much till words can't help to describe.

May you have a happy father's day, we love you.

2009-06-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

Source

Weeeee~ for the TIT-bits lover! :D

2009-06-18T00:38:00.003+08:00

Enjoy yourself over the U.S and hopefully
the 8hrs over at narita will be fun -.-"

Ok, 1st day of hols was quite, erm, fulfilling i think.
Managed to play the piano after a thousand yrs.. :D

on a side note.. i really will push my ass to go take the driving lesson soon.
erm, maybe this wk, or maybe nxt week la.
argh.

Grad studio project list handed down,
time to start cracking the brains and get into situation.
only another few more months till graduation..YEAY~

Good thing is, new big-ass tv is in.
Sad thing is, baylene's closing for now. really?!

credit: tokyo-modernistas

and if i'm a guy, i would want to be like him. :)

2009-06-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

i seriously need to chill.. right now.
thou i had some ytd -.-

anyway, saw the new heineken ad,
it was hell funny, i laughed like mad.
damn, the reaction of those guys was hell good.

I think its a good ad (thou its kinda gay), but definitely got the pull factor here!

2009-06-11T23:28:00.001+08:00

http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/europe/article6479203.ece

I seriously think this is damn spooky.
Is everything really being planned?

When it's your time, it's really your time.

2009-06-09T15:51:00.003+08:00

Krissy's bday at Liang court ~
so it was mad-ness..

doing the usual-our-kind-of-thing and laughing-madly-as-usual stuffs
most of the pics in FB ah, so u girls go seee!

there's actually quite alot of unglam pics
so i think better dun anyhow post, if not i will get killed very badly.
my friends are kinda scary, hmm.. very scary in fact :D

HOLIDAYS QUICKKKKKKKKKKK~ -.-"

and finally i bought my tomatoes today. :)

2009-06-08T11:00:00.002+08:00

Mr Bf is off for reservist already..
And i cannot see his stupid face. sigh.

So ytd we spend our day over at the national museum and arts museum.
wanted to go over the asian civilization museum, but too lazy.

had a good time sitting down talking and drinking coffee,
erm not forgetting to eat a-l-o-t too~

youtube's loading is really slow recently, y ah?

will post up pics on krissy's celebration soon! :D

2009-06-03T00:22:00.003+08:00

There goes the month of may, and i guess i literally
celebrate and party like mad for one whole month.
Once again, thank you to all those who gave presents and gave me their wishes~
I think i had a really good 21st..
Even though it's not anything posh or glam (because its not my style..)
But i had a real good time la.. other than the super burnt pocket :(

Stupid sissy went for aaron kwok's concert during the weekends.
good comments from her, me&mr bf was damn dui.. GRR.

I wanna go 纵贯线 and 孫燕姿 concert!

2009-06-02T05:50:00.002+08:00

Mr bf in the very paul smith/ck look & me tryin to be the female version of 羅志祥 -.-"

Countdown to the pathetic hols..
And im craving for indo mee right now~
jialat.

the freakin weather is damn bloody bad recently
sigh~

2009-05-30T05:08:00.003+08:00

I cried like mad after this video.
And it makes me think back.. alot.

There are alot of people I've met so far
Some stayed and some chose to leave
Some gv shit and some just stopped contacting

-_____-"

Well, at least im still alive and mad as usual.

I pray hard for my reportzzszszszzzszszsz + exam this term
i wan to graduate ASAP! DAMN!

2009-05-28T04:34:00.003+08:00

And so we went to have 東北's food over at Mosque st
the order from us was A-L-O-T and the dishes kept coming when we
haven even finish the previous ones.

the sweet potato with melted brown sugar was DAMN BLOOODY nice
and it's really addictive. im craving for it right now like mad. :O

Then it was to Screening room and bck home.

damn, i realise i'm starting to blog more abt food, food and more food.
This is so bad~

when the lecturer gave back the oh-so-stress report to us
my heart almost jumped out of my mouth.
I thought i failed when i saw the results.
End up leh, 虛驚一場 and instantly i felt so dumb.
Tell me how will you feel when you see a 'D'~

nb.

2009-05-22T03:33:00.002+08:00

Finished watching Boys over Flowers like finallyy!!
much better than taiwan version imo~
:D

and i've successfully gone vegetarian for 7 days.
finally, something off my wishlist. :)

Think its time to send my bags for a wash.
bag 1 met with an accident
bag 2 got drenched
bag 3 got drowned

-___-"

2009-05-19T13:53:00.002+08:00

During one of the mid-week night out with the people..

And so it was a drawing,boozing,gossiping,bitching,cam-whoring day.

fcuk fashion forecasting, the stupid psychology report 2 is really
squeezing my brain juice up.

sighzzzzzz~

2009-05-14T04:03:00.003+08:00

I'm going to look for more desserts recipe!
cuz Me,mom and sissy gonna do baking finally!
choc soufflé.. crème brûlée..truffles..YES!!! :D

And i'm counting down.. counting down to my final graduation.
where my life as a student officially ends..
erm.. at least for the next 5 yrs before i'm going to further my studies.

Lots of images and words flooded my mind, which i think i'm in need
to upgrade my brain capacity soon.

But what i'm really looking forward to is to have a 畢業旅行 and do activities like..

- doing a sprint on the grand canyon skywalk in Arizona

- making a phone call in the red phone booth in London

- finish playing disney sea within a day in Tokyo

- collecting a bottle of black sand at the waianapanapa beach in Maui

- dancing with the aurora lights in Alaska

Anyway, it's sibei impossible la. I can prolly do them in my dreams if i have the time!
:D

2009-05-12T14:07:00.005+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all mom's out there!

Thank you mommy for everything you've done for us..
and give us nothing but the best.
We love you for who you are, and thank you for loving and accepting all of
our nonsense!
And i'm very grateful for how our relationship have grown so much closer than before
And how you've stayed by my side and picked me up when I fall.
Good things will always come with you by our side,
and thank you for making us appreciating everything
we have in our life, especially you, mom.
Too many thank you's to say, and we hope you enjoy this mother's day. :)

So it was long beach dempsey + caramel + 周庄 for the weekends! :D
I really think the mother's day set this yr is the best ~

And the experience over at Capella + four seasons was amazing.

till here, i need a afternoon nap.

2009-05-08T14:51:00.003+08:00

Tell me how not to celebrate!?

This problematic kid has been caught!
LIKE FINALLY! By the Malaysian authorities..

YES. clapclap~ :)

And therefore, I got 3 consistent days of continuous celebration (fri,sat,sun)
again! My birthday month wad, and i'm really very serious about
celebrating through this whole month.. rofl~

2009-05-07T00:34:00.004+08:00

i fcukin wanna burn the fashion psychology report up
it's makin me flare and go crazy after the numerous changes

trips to library with mr bf
and the thoughts of eating when im stress is really terrible.

sigh, and the weather lately is horribly hot like duno wad also.

anyway ...

This embellished jacket and the killer heels is damn on the rock.
It costs a freakin $XXXXX and i will choose this over a birks..
for the time being right now la~ -.-

ok, i shall go back to the very mafan report.
DAMN.

2009-05-06T05:08:00.002+08:00

The new 933 hoyu advertisement by chong qing
was fcukin hilarious.

i think i laughed my eyeballs off.

:D

2009-05-05T16:14:00.009+08:00

You only get to be 21st only once in your lifetime.
And being 21st is the major turning point in my life.

Looking back, the days and life i used to have and
those stuffs that i went through, was somewhat made
me into what i am today.
Friends that come and go, Love that appear and fades,
Days that almost made me loose myself in the crowd.

I'm thankful for those who watched me grow and believed in me
I'm thankful for those who stayed beside me mentally & physically
I'm thankful for those who despised and looked down on me
I'm thankful for those who can't wait to see me fall and watch me die

Well, all these made me into a stronger and successful person today.
The achievements, status and life i have today was what i earned them myself.

All i can say, everything i have now is world apart from what i have in the past.
I've said goodbye to my past, goodbye to everything that i don't wish to hold on.
A breakaway is not always bad, but its a step to the better future.

Anyway, the birthday celebration was kinda last min.
But luckily nothing got screwed up and luckily i'm not the last one that K.Oed.
even though my face and body went lobster red to the max~
We're all hardcore alcoholic freaks, the hard liquor/red wine/beer
was finished up in no time.

Day 2 was off to the beach near the hotel.
It was M-F hot.. but the weather was really nice la~

Then it's back home for the celebration with the family.
Food was damn nice, cake was lovely, the presents&ang bao was even better. :D
After that it's off to Powerhouse for round 2 of celebration.
Bump into Mr Bf's friend, who happen to hv the same birthday as me~

Thank you all for your wishes, presents and ang baos people!
Celebrations with my dearests this wk!
yeay! :D

2009-05-04T23:49:00.003+08:00

There's a sudden urge in me,

i think there's one more career path i wanna explore..

I WANNA BE A P.I!!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO~

muawhaha...

shall update abt my birthday bash soon..
when ive finish up the photos :D

2009-04-30T13:02:00.002+08:00

Happy advance birthday to myself first.

I'm gonna celebrate my ass off for this whole month :)

2009-04-17T16:39:00.005+08:00

pray that popo's operation is smooth
and get really well soon.

i think my family is a really comical and stubborn one.
me and sis was laughing damn hard in the ward.
and i think the other 2 patients secretly hates us =.="

been having quite a few good talks with sis
and i think she is one very anal idiot. :O

was talking to my ah ma reg. my bday..
trying hard to hint to her for some $$$$ and she was asking whether do i have
any parties or invitations or anything.
and when i say 'No', she said
" ok ah, cook one bowl of mee sua with 2 eggs ho liao. "

-__________-|||

and ya, uniqlo not unique anymore.
frens said 'its was a disappointment' , 'not what i expected', 'this is so gonna be very bugis soon'
HUHHHHHHH!! how can liddat!
i heard from the radio that the queue was damn long and more than 50% of the people queuing
don't even know what is uniqlo/their history/information blabla..

nvm la, i think wait for ion's one.
tampines 1 is damn far ~

2009-04-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

work is gonna be very busy next week.
not in the month of may i suppose, since my dear boss
will be out of town! :D

puma's event tmr! woohoo!

this week is like a hibernating week for me,
healing for the very upside down body conditions of mine.
ugh.

anyway, ladies & ah low, we shall confirm the date&time again ya!
aiyo krissy & cyn, dun feel bad la~
let's all go out soon ok! everyone's busy i knw! :)

there has been like quite a few ladybirds appearing out of no where in my room. -.-"

mel: YAAAA! i think this myth thing is damn happening can! omg~
super incredible like mad! :O

2009-04-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

Tired, sick, and lack of time to do my own stuffs.

Birthday approaching, the initial plan of holding a big birthday party
is really out of the way and there's too much planning to do.
erm, actual fact is im too lazy to plan. =.="

too busy working..too busy running around singapore.

damn sian, sigh~

and i've yet to catch 'Paris&Milan' lor! not even an episode! :(

double sigh~

2009-04-11T17:44:00.002+08:00

we were playing with this ring and necklace thingy like mad.

Apparently it's suppose to be 99.9% true cuz it's been tested and proven.

me & mr bf was playing and the result was

'i'm gonna give birth to 2 boys.. ???!!?!?!!???!!!?!?!?!?!!!?!!?!?!?'

He is very very happy and satisfied

and played quite a few times to double confirm and was saying this is

better than striking toto.

-__-"

i'm gonna go around trying to double confirm this myth.

2009-04-08T14:20:00.003+08:00

It's work as usual..
and some pretty fun bitchings happening.

its funny to see how people behave like one
scary stalker sometimes. And what's worse if
he/she got some really serious illusional behavior and whatevershit
that is going on in his/her mind.
OMFG, serious leh, i really think its really scary.

i will post pics soooooon..

LADIES & AH LOW~
let's go celebrate my bday this yr, cuz we missed out last yr!
:D

2009-04-02T01:44:00.003+08:00

Had a very big surprise from my dear boss~

I had my whole head changed under Addy's golden pair of hands
and my hair color is super woohoo :O

it's a very early 21st birthday present from both of them.

*spreads her fat arms and throws big hugs&kisses around*

think must learn to take more pics with this hair before it 走形~
if not i will look like some 洗頭妹.......... -.-"

2009-03-31T23:45:00.009+08:00

The weekends was well spend.
Very~
Woke up darn early in the morning and went tomb sweeping with the family.

And the number of samples i got is enough to last me for one whole bloody year.
-___-"

The impromptu dinner was whoo~
Food always tastes great by the beach with the smell and sound of waves and airplanes.

Work today was fcukin hell tiring.
The Loewe Ostrich coat weighs like a 5KG sack of rice.
who will buy and wear it!? -.-"

Acc mr bf to kim robinsons for a whole new head.
I must say it works out damn well and sibei shuai lor! :D
ok, my turn next.. and i need a damn new hair color!!

till here, this week is gonna be busy.

This diet plan looks good to me.
ya, hopefully it will work.
I wanna squeeze into that electric blue d&g pants!

2009-03-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

Support Earth Hour Singapore 2009.

Date: 28th March 2009
Time: 8.30pm - 9.30pm
Action: Switch off all your lights, or more if you can.

Save the Earth, i think that's the smallest action we can contribute.

2009-03-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

ITS THE HOLIDAYS! :D

But i think that makes no difference for me,
still working everyday like mad.
This week was damn hectic, all shoots back to back.

Even though its the hols, i don't feel that
'excitement' cuz it's my graduating year alrdy!
That means nxt yr step into working society...
and there will be no more 2 weeks holidays!
or self declare holidays anymore!!
fcuk #%&#^$^@&@
damn.

I think the fear have slowly developed recently in me
even though i've been working since like duno how many donkey years ago~
but somehow,
the responsibilities, burden and stress is developing differently.
I think im having like the biggest crisis right now in my life.
OHGOD.

2009-03-20T22:59:00.005+08:00

It's school work sleep eat, school work sleep eat routine.
Been happily busy-ing and counting down the days to the hols!

And yeah, this year's fashion week have got some brand that i'm
so dying to go to~

Agnes b event was nice ytd.
we're like very hungry ppl.

and here's the overdue pics of ling's bday! :D

till here, one more paper and one more presentation to go!

P.S: vivian won the cleo bachelor's award this year.
MYGOD. :O

2009-03-12T01:46:00.002+08:00

Love this pic,

not because its mr bf..

but the lighting and everything makes the atmosphere looks

so 'beach-y' :)

will upload the pics from ah ling's bday celebration soon! :D

2009-03-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

Trisha...

is happy because

模范棒棒堂 is finally back for good!

*YEAY*

*She is an American icon, a business phenomenon and a real doll. Since her introduction on March 9, 1959, Mattel has sold more than 1 billion Barbie dolls, nearly 100 million of those last year alone. She is the ultimate career woman (108 different jobs); a strong, single woman (she dumped Ken in 2004); and a three-time presidential candidate. Along the way she has fired the ambitions of countless little girls.

Happy birthday, Barbie.*

Quoted from Forbes

WAO, she is older than my ah bu!